about Lorne. Three months earlier, he succumbed to the same cancer Jane had. The same cancer we pray daily does not return. My thoughts turned to his mom, my friend, Jessica. Her pain is so deep and so vast... it destroys me that I can't do anything to help her. I feel so utterly useless. I was quietly crying as I drove (not an uncommon occurrence for cancer moms) when an idea came to me. I say "came to me," because it wasn't my idea. This idea was planted in my head. My fundraising efforts had a specific new goal: to raise one million dollars in the next five years and I'm to call it, "The Lorne Muller Million."